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    〖蒙住眼睛走路〗

           多少年,我这样蒙住眼睛的走,不知道,我还要这样走多少年。
           看不到清晰的未来,计算不出前景的尺度。自信,却迷失在方向和价值边缘;梦想,总徘徊于做与不做之间,曾经运筹翻天覆地的变化,也尝试静如止水的执著,但没有成功之前,这一切都是可以命名为失败的原因;假设未来的我站在成功的峰顶,同样的过去却冠名为通向胜利的荆棘。如若这般,是未来谱写过去,还是过去成就未来,就很难解释和定论了。
           人生就是这样,永远不知道未来,你就永远不知道你走的是否正确。有些路,从现在看来,是走对了方向,但再把时间延续,她又好像错了;就像写这篇文章,起笔是写给你的鼓励,现在确是启示自己的困惑,是应该你来感激我,还是我应该感谢你,很难分清、 也分不清。唯一可以断定的是我正在写,并且会继续的写下去!
           每次人生重大的决定之前,我都会再次欣赏阿甘正传,从看书到看电影;从上电影院看,到坐在自己的电脑前看,同样的主题,不同的心情和环境。以前是这样做,以后还可能这样做下去,这成为我的习惯。无法判断她的正确与否,其实也不需要判断;因为,对于我来讲重要的不是做对了,而是我做了。
           我的第一次工作,我的第一次辞职,我的第一次爱情,我的第一次远行;从遥远的读哪个高中,到不久前是否去大连,每个决定都荡漾在同样的主题下,这让我可以从历史的痕迹找寻自我。在人生的坎坷下,也许每个人都要扮演迷途羔羊的角色。这个时候,我的想法是:既然是要演的,就将她演好吧,羔羊也好,豺狼也罢;哭也好,笑也罢,重要的不是演什么角色,而是我们要如何去演,如何演的精彩、演的入戏!不是吗,我们已经失去了选择角色的机会,难道我们还要失去选择精彩的机会吗?
           写给你,也写给自己。

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